Saturday, October 18, 2003

The Magic Pot

All good things come to an end and so has the journey i began with the start of process lab. today i gave up lonliness and self pity, feelings that have hankered me throughout life and taken from the magic pot my acceptance of myself as a human and the ability to touch myself and welcome myself every day. I have been disturbed by a lot of things in this process, the pain of separation that i saw in Moumita and the pain of loss that Shruti was with. I feel also the anger of Prabhat, the numbness of Sugandha. I received strength and sustenance from Balaji's empathy and Prachuri's softness. I hope i also have given to the group and the space, in my own small way, what i could. The most endearing moment of the process lab for me has been the wonderful, kind and honest gesture of Arti towards my pain and longingness. Thank you all you wonderful guys, for making the space alive with your yourness. I value it and hope you do the same...........
and the journey, as they say, has just started